Dearest Love, Ramadan Mubarak! InshaAllah you are doing well, staying on the deen, and finding happiness. I pray this Ramadan is easier for you. I'm so sorry that I was not more supportive during our Ramadan's together. In those times I was so unhealthy with my diet, mind, body that I did not respect how difficult it was for a normal person like yourself. I'm sorry for not being a better partner for you. I want to lift you up and help you through your problems, not shrug them off and pretend like you're strange and I'm fine. Now that I am maintaining a healthier lifestyle I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous about fasting. Focusing on muscle growth, I'm afraid I won't be able to continue working out and get my calories. I've made a plan, though, may Allah allow me on the right path. For this Ramadan I want to start doing some Sunnah prayers, and making extra duaa for you. I hope this year the burden isn't as strong as it once was. I wish...
Let the darkness consume in my bed in my room cause There’s no home without you, Colors wash away past the fray and life turns to gray There’s no beauty without you, Keep your face on my phone, my desk, Still feel alone, I miss you and I wanna come home I miss you and I wanna go home
Assalamu Alaykum Dear bb, Not much to say here... just want to check in with you. I love you so much, thinking about you constantly and wondering if you're ok. Whatever it is you're doing, whoever it is you're with, wherever you are, I just want you to be happy and ok. You mean the world to me and the gravity of my mistakes and my failures overwhelms me. I am sorry to you, everyday everyday everyday. I wish I didn't fail you like I did. I'm sorry for all the pain I have caused you. I hope you're getting better. I am trying to be better everyday, for us, you and me. You are my inspiration, my goal, my darling. Please take care, please smile and laugh. Please excuse me for telling you what to do. With Love Eternally, Yours Assalamu Alaykum
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